I could feel the breath of death and experienced dyin, but sohow, I was still conscious. Was I in the underworld? 我感觉到了死亡的气息，也体验了一个人死亡的过程，可是依然，现在的我还是有意识的，难道自己到地府了吗？ I never believed in hosts or fate, so I tried to open eyes. To surprise, I saw a faliar yet unfaliar environnt. It looked like childhood ho! 可是我自己从来都不信鬼神，更不信命，我尽力睁开眼睛，入目的是熟悉又陌生的环境，我坐了起来环顾四周，这怎么像极了我童年的娘家呀！ "Lotus, et up and help fetch so water!" A faliar yet distant voice reached ears. “莲儿，快点起床帮我去打点水来！”熟悉又陌生的声音传入了耳边。 Had I sheard? The voice sounded just like ther''''s fro ries. 自己有没有听错呀？那怎么像极了记忆中母亲的声音？ I threw off the blanket and hurried outside, wantin to fiure out what was happenin. 掀开被子，我急忙朝外面走去，急性子的我想要尽快弄明白究竟是怎么回事。 The dilapidated courtyard fro ry appeared before , as well as ther. I watched her bustlin fiure and beca coletely confused. What was oin on? 记忆中那破落的小院子在眼前出现，而我的母亲也出现在我的面前，我看着她忙碌的身影，我一下子糊涂了，这究竟是怎么一回事？ I noticed hands were not ne but a skinny child''''s. I quickly realized I had returned to eiht-year-old self. 我不知不觉地看到了我自己的手，这不是我的手，而是一个枯瘦孩童的手，接着我马上发现自己回到了八岁的自己。 For the next few days, I was in a daze, unable to accept the reality. My hesitation and pause brouht father''''s scoldin and ther''''s helpless sihs. 后来的几天我自己都懵懵懂懂，总是不由自主地错愕着，一直对现在的现实无法接受，但因为我的迟疑，我的停顿，迎来了父亲阵阵的骂声，迎来了母亲一声又一声的无奈叹息。 Reality eventually de accept that I had returned to life as an eiht-year-old. My ther was still alive, siblins were still youn, and I was the eldest dauhter, responsible for helpin parents with chores. 现实让我终于肯定了自己回到了八岁前，母亲依然健在，弟妹仍然幼小，我是家里的长女，要帮着父母干活做事。 It seed like I had a very lon drea Since the heavens allowed to return with ries, I would not let self repeat traic fate in this life. How could I chane destiny? 我仿佛是做了一个很长很长的梦，既然上天要我携记忆而返，那么今生我一定不能让自己重复前生的悲苦命运，我要如何才能改变自己的命运呢？